hmmmm....

The big question for me today was should I live or should I die? It is something I've been contemplating for quite some time now. I mean it's nobler to just deal with my problems and live on. But then again, it would be so much easier to just put it all to an end by ending my life. But who knows what problems i might have after death? At least now I know what my problems are, but it could be worse if I take my life. Anyway, it's been a rather depressing day. Oh, let me tell you, right after I got done talking to myself, Ophelia comes to see me. She tries to hand me back the letters I wrote her, I was like no mam. I told that hoe wassup! She's crazy if she thinks she will ever get married. No sane male would ever go near her.